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That’s so cool. It’s cold, just a little fire.
It’s not my fault there’s no one above me.
You thought it would last only four years? Thought…
I never thought that.
I never imagined it would last this long. Like, "If I make it two years, I’ll be set!"
But if you don’t have the right timing, you can’t do it for four years, right?
Nah, I don’t really think about it. It’s scary, actually. The more people watch, the more I fear falling.
So it’s not like, "I can keep going!" but more like…
I’m so desperate to maintain where I am right now, it’s overwhelming. Always.
How many Twitter followers do you have?
Around 86 now.
People around me say I’m doing great, but…
In the AV industry, there’s always someone higher up, so I still feel like I have a long way to go.
You’ve got 160,000 followers!
What I want to ask is, lately, have you been feeling any excitement or passion?
No spark?
Ever had that *kuyun* feeling in your chest?
Nope.
No *kuyun* moments?
Never. Do you even like anyone? Wait, you don’t?
You seem pretty into romance.
Not at all. Romance is such a hassle.
A hassle? *Totally* a hassle.
Guys and girls are just… complicated, you know?
Like cheating and all that drama.
Or when I’m hanging out with a guy friend, and suddenly it’s *complicated*.
That stuff is just exhausting.
I’m just like, “meh.”
Plus, honestly, I don’t really get how people just *fall* in love.
Like, I don’t even know what *love* is anymore.
I don’t really know what "like" feels like—I just start thinking this person is important after being with them for a while.
I seriously can’t tell the difference between being struck by someone at first sight and actually liking someone myself.
Have you ever said you liked someone before?
Hm, yeah, I’ve felt that "like" feeling before, but...
It’s just really hard for me to put it into words.
But then there are times when I suddenly go, "I *really* like this person, like, a lot!"
I get the "heart flutter" thing, but it’s different from actual "like."
I might be overthinking it a bit.
I don’t know.
But you don’t understand the feeling of "like" at all, do you?
What about when you’re, you know, getting intimate?
Eh, I don’t know—I haven’t really thought about it much.
The "like" feeling.
But even *during* that, I might still be looking at them, you know?
What am I even looking at? The other person.
Facial expressions.
Like, "How are you feeling right now?"
If they seem bored, I feel like I have to make them feel better.
Are there even people who look bored?
Not just bored—any little change in their expression makes me super anxious.
Maybe they don’t even seem bored to them.
Maybe I’m just sensitive to changes in people’s expressions.
So it makes me feel like I have to try harder.
Really?
Yeah, that’s how it is. Haha.
I wonder if it happens when we’re kissing?
Ugh, yeah, kissing is always embarrassing, every single time.
Kissing is more embarrassing than *doing it*.
More embarrassing than *doing it*—yeah, seriously. Like, "more than *doing it*."
Kissing is more embarrassing than *doing it*.
Yeah, that's right.
Like, staring like this, yeah.
It makes you want to look away, like, "Don't look at me."
Let's just do it already.
Okay.
I hope I get butterflies today.
Hey.
I want to feel that spark.
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If you lie, lie with the guts to take it to the grave.
If you're gonna lie, then lie—guys are easy to spot when they're lying.
Yeah.
If you're gonna date me,
you gotta be honest and kind.
Have you ever actually dealt with cheating firsthand?
Yeah.
They just gather evidence and run.
Yeah, yeah, so I’ll make sure you can’t escape.
Like, "What do you mean?" then "Bye-bye!"
Like, "I don’t need to trust anyone anymore."
Yeah, like, "People always betray you anyway."
Exactly.
I wanna be happy.
You’re just average, right?
Yeah, average? Like, a normal girl?
Like, "As long as the other person’s happy, it’s fine."
That’s why I’m not really the type to care much in the first half.
For you, though.
I don’t want to be embarrassed. If I’m gonna get stepped on, I’d rather be the one doing the stepping.
We’re overwhelmingly close, so a dick’s better than a finger, definitely.
It’s embarrassing to just be unilaterally blamed like this.
What kind of expression do you have when you fall in love?
I don't know.
Awkward.
That's embarrassing.
I don’t even know if I still like you anymore.
What should I do?
You’re definitely doing it because you like it, right?
Something like that.
So, even when you’re doing it, you’re under a spell, huh? Yeah.
The magic wears off after you finish.
Even recently…
You’ve been pretty busy lately, haven’t you?
That’s right.
What kind of activities?
Like, you’ve been working at the Prestige Apparel pop-up stores, and stuff.
I film on YouTube every month, too.
Do you have any goals for what you want to achieve on YouTube?
Nope.
I wonder what my motivation even is.
Wait, what’s my motivation?
I’m just doing it because I’m told to. That’s the worst reason.
Among the motivations of YouTubers who also do AV work…
I guess some people want to expand into other activities besides AV, right?
I just don’t have the confidence.
But I’m like, "What am I even good at?" It’s all so negative outside of AV.
I always think about everything negatively.
Why is that?
Like, with the AV work I’m doing now…
Isn’t there anything that’s boosted your confidence?
Anything that’s boosted your confidence?
Sometimes fans review my work, which is cool.
And when that kind of stuff increases…
I guess it helps with confidence.
Seeing debut stuff makes me go crazy.
Like, do you ever check what people say about you?
I do ego searches.
Twitter’s mostly good stuff, though.
It’s all good.
But I think it’s different elsewhere.
Like, people still write weird stuff, right?
But I don’t really let that bother me.
Some of it’s true, I guess.
Even if people say I’m overrated or underrated, well, I’m 25.
Like, "Yeah, you can be hyped up."
Can’t help it.
Everyone thinks they can blow it, so I thought you could too.
Yeah, definitely.
I think you're annoying.
Just a little more.
That's what happened.
Barrier.
Before the erotic shoot,
What are you thinking? Don't get nervous.
Your
Sense is
9 out of 10
Ping pong.
Niche-ni.
Checking in.
Just kidding.
Are you doing it?
I’ll get used to it.
Can I watch?
There’s no need to stare, you know.
That’s why I’m nervous.
I don’t know.
Cute little sister.
Looks good.
Really?
That spot’s amazing.
How about this side too?
Do it.
Front.
Should we try the front side too?
Yes, excuse me.
Wow.
I think I’d get used to it, but doing this in front of a camera is still kinda embarrassing, you know?
Is there anything you’d do even if it’s weird? Like, eating…
Yeah, it’s hard to see myself eating like that. It’s kinda scary, the way I eat.
Ah, is being watched a turn-on?
Peeing. I’d do it twice if I had to.
But, ew, don’t say it like that—EHHHH!
Yeah, seriously, no way. That’s too embarrassing. Ugh.
If he *told* me to, I’d do it. I would. Like, my boyfriend…
You know?
Well, if I had a boyfriend, would I do anything he asked? What kind of boyfriend would that be?
I don’t know, like, during sex or something.
Maybe. What kind of sex would *he* do?
But I’ve said it a few times before. The cheating kind.
In front of his friends.
Things like that happened pretty often.
I wonder how it feels.
"That’s interesting," I think. Huh.
I get excited, somehow.
It’s fun, though.
But it’s got charm.
It feels like I’m just doing it to get excited, you know?
Getting them happy is a pretty big deal, actually.
If it’s my boyfriend, that’s pretty much all I’d do.
I’ve never once in my life said, "Why don’t you go first?"
They say, "You don’t feel embarrassed?"
And I hate it, too—hate the me who’s doing the inviting.
"It’s embarrassing, but whatever," I think.
But sometimes, when I don’t feel like doing it…
Maybe I’d still do it even if I didn’t want to.
So, I’ll make sure he goes quickly.
I see. How are you going to make him do that?
Well, if you do that thing at the top position, he’ll go right away, right?
I learned that from that. When I don’t want to do it…
That kind of technique—oh, is this it?
But you’re so brave. How do you do it, personally? How do you…
Huh, about yourself? I feel like you don’t have any will of your own.
Oh, uh…
Zzz…
I spaced out and yawned. Oh, right. This? Here? Yeah, let’s go.
Okay, can I just go in?
Yeah, go ahead. Eh?
Attacking at point two.
Hey, let’s do our best! Okay.
Take it.
First,
Can I get you to change?
Or, like, something more suggestive—either way works.
You could just change into something else.
Shoe collar.
What I want you to do is…
Come here for a sec.
Sauna.
I want to add an "n"—just a little.
I was thinking you could try the sauna.
Lake.
I love them to death.
The wind’s super slow right now.
But once it picks up, it’s insane.
I want you to freshen up here.
Leo, what’s wrong?
This is a cold bath, so…
Whoa, can I take it?
Yeah, go ahead.
It was really rough.
I told you, I get it now.
You might not understand.
Huh, seriously?
Some people just don’t like this kind of thing.
The 10-minute method.
Can I do this part?
10 minutes, start!
Start after you get in?
Of course.
もちろんだよ
Focus.
On it.
Brrr…? It’s cold? I bought one too, and I’m totally fine.
Haa… haa… haa…
Dad.
Shaking a little, but I can stand.
Just a bit.
Okay.
Say it clearly.
Please.
Haven’t touched it, have you?
Cute, isn’t it?
Amazing.
すごいピ
Yeah.
I’m getting off.
Feels good.
Feels so good.
So good.
Right?
No, don’t hold back.
Then, do it.
I’ll do it.
That’s good.
Isn’t it?
Is this too little? Made you dress like this.
I love you.
Over here?
Here.
I can see it, but aren’t you embarrassed?
It *is* embarrassing, isn’t it?
Just this much…
And I get so turned on…
It’s gone…
Completely gone…
Actually…
I’m not ready…
It’s hot…
So intense…
I’d even say…
Wait for me…
I’ll hold back… (Okay)
Go…
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